Im going to be honest.. this HCG diet is the hardest thing i have ever done. You are basically starving yourself but take some drops to make is so is burns the fat instead of storing it.. Its a very very very strict diet.. you basically cant eat anything but chicken and white fish.. plain... with veggies.. plain.. and only a selected fruit.. thats it.. Its giving me major headaches.. i get so mad when i cant eat anything. especially when im fixing lunch or dinner for other people. Its been horrible at work because i cant munch on stuff like i used to (which is why i got this way in the first place) Its over all been the worst thing ever. BUT........
I have lost 12lbs... yes 12lbs in 5 days! crazy right? i know. I still have a loooong way to go. but honesly.. i dont know how much longer i can do this for. if i could just lose 15 more pounds.. i would be happy.. not as happy as i would be if i lost 40 more.. but still.. i have learned how to eat better and watch my portions...
its been the best/worst thing i have ever done.
I finally got the IUD on friday. This is the first time that i have been commited to a birth control in 7 years. But honestly, me and zach had a scare last month that i could have been pregnant again.. and there is nooooo way i want another baby right now.. So we decided it was time for me to get the stupid IUD. I went in there.. dead tired from working the night before.. i was alone.. the nurse told me how it was going to happen and i was soooo scared.. i wish zach was there to hold my hand because holy crap it hurt!! BUT now i dont have to worry about having anymore babies for a LONG time! :)
My brother came to town this weekend.. I LOVE when he comes to visit. We always have a blast when he's here. Him and my sister in law are so fun to be around :) We went to mesquite friday night and gambled a while.. i lost some money and i just wanted to go home, i was tired.. crampy from the IUD. and getting grumpy because i was so hungry. SOOO.. my mom told me to play her machine while she went and played another one. i sat there.. and the 2nd hand i played i won $500! it was pretty awesome and turned my night around.
On Saturday, My father in law came over and we started working on our backyard! im soooo excited to get a nice backyard for the girls to play :) Its going to be a lot of work.. but we are going to make it look nice.. Heres some before pictures and i will make sure i post some after pictures.
There were a TON of these huge rocks in the back.
I am also starting my photography business. i did a great photoshoot on Friday and i have also made a new photography blog that i will be posting as soon as i get some pictures up.. (within the next couple days) So keep a look out!
Oh. and here is a picture of my beautiful girls..
Could they get any cuter???
